Friday, January 19, 2007

freefall

a few months from now, i'll be on a freefall.

(again)

this isn't the first time that i'll be jumping without a parachute nor a bungee. three years ago, i've been in a similar situation. two years ago, a recurrence.

at times i think it could be some sort of a desensitization process.

call it a hands-on training at life. heck. life is a continuous learning experience. the more you fall from a thousand-feet down, the less likely you'd forget to put on a cushion or a parachute the next time the same thing occurs.

a contingency. yes. but i don't know if i have plan Bs on reserve. or a trick up the sleeve. the moment is what i'm struggling to wrestle---whether it would grab me on a sleeper-hold or a figure-four leglock--the best thing is that the push is present.

the remaining lowdown is the futility.

the vacuum that sucks the life out of you. the misstep that leaves you rolling on the ground. the simple phrase, "i give up".

but freefalling isn't the finish line of unproductive attempts.

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