Saturday, May 30, 2009
magic act
there is this nagging feeling to gloat over the
Orlando Magic's victory against the heavily-favored, media-hyped, and overpraised greatness of LeBron James (well, he is that
great, and yeah, sometimes it becomes increasingly unnerving to hear the incessant remarks at ESPN saying we all are witnesses---heck, we know and it doesn't help a bit if it is kept on shoving up our frenzied heads) and the Cleveland Cavaliers.
for one thing, because, it meant that the underdog Magic will advance to the NBA Finals against the heavily-favored, media-hyped and overpraised greatness of Kobe Bryant and the Los Angeles Lakers.
and it sent the other half of that constantly-running-that-it-became-constantly-annoying Nike TV Ad for a long and uncertain summer. LeBron might be packing his bags and head off to New York for greener pasteurs and, ultimately, to the highly-coveted NBA championship that slipped off his hands for the third consecutive time.

(photo courtesy of Orlando Sentinel)
Bring in the Lakers!
Monday, May 11, 2009
potpourri v.1
alright, so i finished a vignette on an idea that came up a week ago.
it was one of those rare occurrences that i managed to end a story i started---most merely simmer in the hard drive on an endless wait for the right kind of muse to drop by and remove the leash to its culmination.
to work on a vignette for more than a couple of days in excruciating, let alone the sci-fi short that i've been working on for a week now, still stuck on the fourth page with nowhere to go except to relegate it on a temporary hibernation. although i have the best way on how to end it, but the flow of thought had escaped me as i was on the process of writing. hence, it inadvertently stalled.
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the recent days found in the online forum i frequent was this disturbing reality of Bradbury-esque proportions.
the levying of duties on the importation of books in the Philippines in violation of a United Nations agreeement signed in Florence in the 19050s. the sad fact is, one of the signatory countries is the Philippines. moreover, the Customs bureau--with direct coercion and perhaps, nudging by the Department of Finance (whose Undersecretary stupidly iterated that novels and such are not publications of any educational nor cultural nor scientific importance---apparently she never touched a book ever in her life?) vehemently implemented the so-called appropriate taxes on the shipment of imported books on a basis of a misinterpreted Republic Act that contradicted the ratified 1950 agreement.
as a bibliophile myself, and one of those who believe that the free-flowing of ideas are mostly achieved by one's appetite for anything of the written word, this turn of control by the Philippine government probably has some both ulterior and blatant motive behind. whether to curtail the stream of knowledge or merely to attain a certain quota, such discriminate conduct does warrant public outcry.
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speaking of books, i'm currently treading through Haruki Murakami's wonderful collection of short fiction: Blind Willow, Sleeping Woman.
and a line on this particular short really caught me on my weakest:
"The real you has been eaten by the cats. While you've been standing here those hungry cats have devoured you--eaten you all up. All that's left are bones."
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
2009. without a bang. just that. and hey look, a meme.
Popping the 2009 with a meme. Of course. (stolen from Dodo's blog)
Two months late. But punctuality is never a trait.
What is your idea of perfect happiness?
happiness is the syringe-full of corticosteroid on a flared-up gout.
What is your greatest fear?
biting the dust never seeing the grandkids. skydiving with and without a chute. eight-legged freaks.
What is the trait you most deplore in yourself?
procrastination. transitory confidence.
What is the trait you most deplore in others?
mink with polymers.
Which historical figure do you most identify with?
Bob Capa without the convictions. and the Leica.
What is your favorite journey?
derailed.
Which living person do you most admire?
Nachtwey. braving the fields of fire.
What is your greatest extravagance?
Books. Films. mga gamit sa pang-Kodak.
What is your current state of mind?
Mush.
What do you consider the most overrated virtue?
hugging the flag. and not burn them.
On what occasion do you lie?
my birthday.
What do you most dislike about your appearance?
podalic pains.
Which living person(s) do you most despise?
politicians in the homefront.
What is the quality you most like in a man?
on a moment's notice. sees pink like blue. can dismantle an airplane but weeps at Bergman.
What is the quality you most like in a woman?
upstairs sleeping.
Which words and phrases do you overuse?
dang. shoot. taragis. pucha.
What or who is the greatest love of your life?
biodata scribs under "spouse" and "dependents".
When and where were you happiest?
Maynila. 3 years back. 5 months forth.
Which talent would you most like to have?
Bob Capa with the Leica and the convictions. and before the landmine.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
anything me, lack of.
What do you consider your greatest achievement?
two kids. if i hit three, ask me again.
If you were to die and come back as a person or thing, what would you like it to be?
same ol' bugger.
Where would you most like to live?
anyplace with good pizza. coffee. a cinematheque and a bookshop round the corner.
What is your most treasured possession?
those with printed words. those with laser-etched moving pictures.
What is your favorite occupation?
film hooker. word junkie. image addict.
What is your most marked characteristic?
glum.
What would you regard as the lowest depth of misery?
Solitude. Swollen foot with no crutches. Involuntary celibacy.
What do you most value in your friends?
they beam up like Scottie.
Who are your favorite writers?
Warren Ellis. James Ellroy. J.G. Ballard. Haruki Murakami. Stephen Ambrose. Cornelius Ryan.Greg Rucka. Richard Matheson.
Who is your favorite hero of fiction?
Spike Speigel.
What are your favorite names?
Wedge. Dana. Mine, of course.
What is it that you most dislike?
Math.
What is your greatest regret?
fail Math. twice. and thought basic photog was just a credit point earned in college.
How would you like to die?
forever in dreamland.
What is your motto?
Life takes Visa.
Friday, November 07, 2008
C U

recently, i got a set of 52mm close-up filters as an alternative for macro lens. i haven't shot macro before, well, except for a futile attempt that ended up not exactly the way i intended it to be.
the close-up filters, as i said, are a cheaper option than those three-hundred-buck 60mm or 100mm lenses used for photomicrography. however i shoot RAW and cropping the images for internet compatibility, i still find the quality of the filters at some point, could be a wee bit below equal than that if you're shooting with a macro lens.
although the images taken were not the usual macro subjects (insects, flowers, etc), particularly because i could not find one at that moment and the lighting condition would have prevented me from doing so, as well.
note: click on the image to open lightbox. use arrow keys to scroll through. or the Prev/Next button on either left or right will leaf through the pages. crazy bugger, i know, even putting it up kind of annoyed me. but it's vanity blogified. hehe.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
the lit in the john

the dreaded place for a book to be.
it is simply meant an exile. the st. helena or the honolulu for a deposed emperor or a dictator. the Goodwill or the Salvation Army for a thing that has no significant use (or was used before, but was rapidly replaced by something more appealing or advanced or brand-spanking-new). like a vacant space for anything that is junk.
once a book relegated to that cramped cubicle of solitude, it degrades the value. a bathroom read is the "meantime guy/gal" in the perspective of tight-end spines and crease-free pages. its importance is visually secondary; its relevance, obviously shoddy. from that point, is a communal thing for a literature to commit a conspired redemption---not from throwing itself into the murky depths of the ceramic abyss--but from an eventual liberation on the hands of another.
however, becoming a backlog is a salvation of some sort. like an ex- bound for a reconciliation. a hope that will most likely springs eternal. but for the eyes to feast on, is dependent on its ability to goad. or in most cases, of an empty billfold.
admittedly, i have a few of my own. books that found themselves stacked up with magazines of eons ago, carefully balanced on that lid of burnished white ceramic; and even a small tap would send the entire lot on a tumble to litterbox. they have a purpose, i reckon. maybe why i let them cling to that fate.
as far as bathroom reads are concerned, i am a believer. if not, an advocate. concentration belies the demand for sustenance. a current flow of ideas to counter a physical loss. the rationality had perhaps been proven since man discovered the need. a kind of leisure, so to speak. for that particular interval in time. for whatever reason, it endows a sense of entitlement---a nugget of knowledge in that specific moment.
never a day that my incursions to the john are marred with lack of reading material. they complete the spectrum of it---like biscotti with a cup of coffee. a filler to that minute box of personal space. whether literature complements, or not, still it is always a must.
the queue:
Gallipoli - Alan Moorehead
The Americans at Normandy - John McManus
Film Noir - Alain Silver (a reread)
The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks (another reread)